anotherlongshot (anotherlongshot) wrote,

you never stopped needing

I've never stopped wondering how it is that I keep running in circles, and getting so tired, but never collapse. I start from the starting line, and instead of finishing at the finishing line, like normal people, I'm back where I started, and this vicious cycle repeats itself all over again.

So. You know. You just wonder. Why you bother.

But I'm okay. Nothing can ever break me, but myself. *shrugs* I'm my own worst enemy.

Strangely enough I didn't get pissed off in school today. Actually went mad after Maths (which ended at 1.30 p.m.) with YS...she was being all crazy, and I was laughing along with her, as if all the doubts, the hurt, the anger, the friction that I've felt in our friendship recently never happened.

You wonder about facades it is they came about, how long they're going to last, and how long it is before someone sees it slip and see you for who you really are.

I love this facade, though it's too much energy to maintain through the day. - yours truly (well, something like that anyway).

Tags: friends, personal, school

  • I HATE Injuries

    Today, I tried to walk to a nearby cafe for brunch as I have three 40% discount vouchers expiring sometime next week. Since the food is tasty, I had…

  • (no subject)

    My writing; so lazy! If there were to be one particular cause for the failure that is my life, it would, without a shadow of a doubt, be my laziness;…

  • Great Tennis Victory

    Tennis Elijah is very enthusiastic about tennis. Like I told him today, I think the reason I have been so tired in the mornings and having major…

  • Post a new comment


    default userpic

    Your reply will be screened

    Your IP address will be recorded 

    When you submit the form an invisible reCAPTCHA check will be performed.
    You must follow the Privacy Policy and Google Terms of use.