I just did some nifty googling and I am SO pleased to say that I totally found the answer.
Trial today was okay. I was falling asleep at 11ish in the morning at 3ish in the afternoon. It got interesting when I could actually follow and knew where my boss was going with his cross-examination.
The associate whom I'm taking over cross-examined a minor witness today and she's only 1 year my senior. I saw her take the podium thingy and in my head the alarm bells went off and I was all, "OMG WTF AM I GONNA HAVE TO DO THIS TOO."
'Cause I didn't sign up for this job to actually TALK. I hate talking. I. HATE. Talking.
She did well though. I think I would've died if I were in her shoes.
It's pretty scary indeed.
Okay I'm going to shower and sleep!