anotherlongshot (anotherlongshot) wrote,

he is the sun

Mom got a new mouse for the computer, and I suspect it's one of those laptop jobs because it's miniscule and hard to click. Or perhaps it's just me.

Okay. His email address is no longer activated. Goddamn. I am convinced now that something would definitely go wrong. I bet something bad happened to him and oh god, why? Have you any idea how much I miss my Genie? Well, I do. So much. I was thinking of going over to his place sometime before the holidays end, but it looks like I can't as his phone is dead, his email is dead and I have no way of contacting him.

Hold on. Did I actually type my Genie??!?!?!?!?!?!?!!?! Jesus. I'm becoming sicker than I thought. But I've thought about it and I really wanna go over to his place. It would be fun, and I can place him when I think about him.

The whole losing my virginity thing is a risk I'm willing to take. Yeah. Totally. But then, what the fuck do I do when my boyfriend has gone completely AWOL?

Sign my guestbook, or I'll hurt you.

Tags: first boyfriend

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