anotherlongshot (anotherlongshot) wrote,

i'll be there for you

I took the Listening exam and I compared answers with Yunnie afterwards, and our answers were all the same. I think I aced it. I'm glad.

I'm exhausted, yet strangely exhilarated. There's nothing to do today. Tuition is tomorrow. I think I have to study as my prelim exams are in like...9 weeks? I need the grades to get into junior college for the first 3 months.

But the only thing I'm motivated to do at this point of time is to run as fast, far and quick as I can to where no academic bullshit would ever taint me again, preferrably into Gen's arms and we'd make love and I won't be afraid anymore.

The scariest thing (besides school) is losing someone, and I wanted to lose him, but no longer. I don't want that anymore. I want him, and only him, and I'd be content just knowing that he'd be there.
Tags: first boyfriend, secondary school

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