I'm exhausted, yet strangely exhilarated. There's nothing to do today. Tuition is tomorrow. I think I have to study as my prelim exams are in like...9 weeks? I need the grades to get into junior college for the first 3 months.
But the only thing I'm motivated to do at this point of time is to run as fast, far and quick as I can to where no academic bullshit would ever taint me again, preferrably into Gen's arms and we'd make love and I won't be afraid anymore.
The scariest thing (besides school) is losing someone, and I wanted to lose him, but no longer. I don't want that anymore. I want him, and only him, and I'd be content just knowing that he'd be there.